“First Date”

Dear Diary Jan 31,2012

My first date with Howie age 57 was at the Morikami Museum and Japanese Gardens today. It was a perfect day for me spending time with a warm loving man. We had lunch on the terrace overlooking the water. It was a painting of tranquility and serenity for me with all of the gardens singing to me in my imagination.

Howie has to work  in an industry that is not good for his health. I suggested he should  try something new and he said not at my age. He has worked over 34 years in this one field.  My opinion is he can be successful in any thing he puts his mind to.

I have a friend that is 64 1/2 and just change careers 3 years ago year. He  concurred his fear and became very successful again . This  king lost millions and only had enough money to eat oatmeal for his dinners  three years ago.  HE TOOK THREE JOBS AND WENT BACK TO SCHOOL.  He is back eating out in the fine restaurants again.

When I worked serving the homeless this past Sunday,I realized I can’t help most of them change and become part of the working society. Some of the  ones I talked to said they are happy to live on the streets and pan handle for money. Their mind’s are in another reality that is comfortable for them or they would make a change. There are services for them to make the transition but they would have to live by those rules. I was told this by Father Carl from the Catholic Mission Soup Kitchen I serve at.

I continue to serve them the free food on every other Sunday because it makes me feel good to try to do some thing positive . If I can make a difference in just one homeless person ,it is worth more than any fancy thing I could buy for myself.

“Pathfinder’

Dear Diary Jan.28,2012

Last night I went for a swim at the out-door pool at my Mom’s club house and met a woman who is a cast director for the third largest production reality T.V shows.  I don’t remember the name because the only thing that impressed me was her story and her 18-year-old brother’s mind. I live in my own fantastic reality world that I self-created and cased for my videos and blog story’s I post. It doesn’t matter to me if anyone views or reads my story’s.  I do it because it makes me happy and healthy to keep  me laughably. The world we live in is frightened of even a stranger’s smile . All most everyone thinks there is a secret to find happiness inside your soul.  Everyone has the same gift as I do. It came with you and will die with you. You are your own “pathfinder’ when you don’t try to stuff your emotions with conditions you attach to another human being.

I went to Boca Blue Martin F.L without any makeup or hair piece. It was important for me to let all those strangers that new me , see what I would look like if they woke up with me .

A stranger bought me a glass of wine and danced with me . He put his cell phone # in my cell phone so I would call him by noon and  go on a date all day today.  He never called and I called him wishing him a good life without pain. He drank a lot last night and told me his story of his little girl who died 16 years ago. He carry’s that pain like a collar around his neck. Only he can release it and start to enjoy living a happy healthy life again. He is 10 years younger than me and looks 10 years older because of his broken heart . God takes a life or a body part  from us in order for us to get something more to value  as being a good caring human being.

Today I walked and listened to nature singing to me. Then went swimming by myself ,knowing I am never alone anymore. In the water I heard the voice of the 6-year-old child that has cancer calling me Grandma Michele! He was the child I told story’s to at the Ronald McDonald house Fort Lauderdale F.L. I never heard a voice before talking to me . It surprised me at first. Then I just listened and knew I will always be connected to this child whether he lives or dies ,he will always be the ascended master he is meant to be.  He was placed as a pathfinder even at the age of 6.

I went back to my mom’s home and meditated with prayer. Thanking God for letting me know I deserve the best there is in a relationship.  The other night a doctor gave me his card and said you have my number . I gave the doctor my card and he has my number. When a man is a king he will call me first .I return calls. The Queen does not call first because she is  the prize lady.

A friend of mine said I should be humble and not dance by myself. He put me in a box with a collar around my neck like his wife has. When I told him I was worth a fortune,he wanted to know how many millions.  I told him it was none or his business. His attitude changed because of the money involved.   I said “I would have a prenuptial before I get married again.” Even if the man was worth more than me . There always are secrets . I have learned from my mistakes.

A fun night tonight –Fort Lauderdale Blue  Martini for a glass of wine and a dance, platforms in Boca Raton to dance.

Night cape wine and Latin dancing  at Boca Blue Martini with my scare crow as my date.

Tomorrow from 12 – 5 pm I will be helping the homeless with serving free food and motivational speaking as an intuitive life coach that had their pain and left it behind. Then I will celebrate my life with wine and dancing at my favorite Blue Martinis.

Relating in Present Time

By Rose Fitzgerald

Some food for thought . . .

What I have learned in the 45+ years that I have been on this planet is that the “things” that are “real” in life are those which are unseen.  Yes, having the physical manifestations are pleasurable and having money in the bank feels terrific, yet when we strip away all the things that apparently “make us happy”, the absolute only thing that matters in life is the essence of love.  I am not talking romantic love or some version of love that is portrayed in the media.  I am talking about love (peace, harmony, happiness, health) in thy own heart which then gets projected out to the world.  What I have learned is that any time I am not at peace inside of myself, the relations in my life reflect it right back to me.  What I have learned is that when I take responsibility for my inner dissatisfaction, truly get to the core of my unhappiness, I see that the outer manifestation or reflection in my life begins to change, merely because I have shifted my inner world.  What I have also witnessed is that those who are closest to me reflect my inner world with more strength, especially if the inner conflict has been brewing and has been left unresolved.  What I do when this occurs is I ask myself “What am I projecting or pointing a finger at that I need to be looking at more deeply in my own Being?”  If I see that people are being disrespectful to me, I ask “How is it that I can be more respectful to myself?”  If I am wanting my significant other  to step up and be more focused and purposeful, I ask “How is it that I can become more focused and purposeful?” And then I take action.

Ultimately, life as a human is all about our relationship with ourselves.  Everyone else just reflects a part of us.  Some parts that we honor and love and some that we keep shoving under the rug (or deeper into the subconscious), because we cannot accept that we too have these shortcomings.  This aspect of ourselves is called “the shadow”.  I have been working with it a great deal in my own life, as well as, professionally.  What I have witnessed is that once a person accepts and embraces the “not so pleasant” parts of themselves, there is an energetic shift which then results in the outer view changing…almost magically.  In society and in the study of “self-help” there is a strong emphasis on being positive and affirming what we want.  This is all good, however, if we look at the “the whole” of who we are “the shadow” needs to be acknowledged. Not dwelt upon, just acknowledged and accepted–embraced like a hurt child–in order to move forward in life in a “real” way. This is a process that is of the heart (the Soul) not of the head (the Ego).

In this day and age we are witnessing a major planetary/universal shift.  All that has been built by the Ego (masculine) is beginning to crumble ie. the corporate structures, financial systems and religious institutions.  And all that is inspired by the heart (feminine) is becoming more prevalent ie. love, generosity, kindness, forgiveness, warmth, tenderness, intuition, receptivity, open communication.  With that being said, it is very normal for people these days to be feeling unsure, depressed and confused for that which has been the norm is no longer working. Men are having a more difficult time with this shifting because they relate more to the masculine (being in a male body).  The energies of the planet are coming back to balance.  We as individuals are whole.  We have both masculine and feminine aspects.  What has been true on this planet for many, many years is an imbalance of the stronger masculine aspects/practices with a discounting of the feminine.

What is true on the planet today and moving into the future is letting the heart be the captain of our lives and the head the crew person. The work that each individual needs to do to access their own happiness is to go inside their bodies and hearts to find their own truth…to feel the fear and the emotions that have been left unexpressed and acknowledge them. The body reveals a little at a time so that it doesn’t become overwhelming. It is a simple process, yet not always very easy.  It takes a courageous individual to do the work, yet the outcome is completely worth it . . . liberating.

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www.YogaSynthesis.com

Master Teachers: Birthing Into a New Dimension

It is the time now of the great push; of the push before the child is born, and as you may know, many people are experiencing major contractions. These contractions are simply birthing you, preparing you, just as the contractions squeeze the baby through the birth canal. The squeezing also initiates the baby for the changes to come. Deep inside the womb from where you have all come, from your common denominator, is the dark, warm, nurtured, cared for and protected space.  Then you are birthed and suddenly there is air and suddenly there is light and suddenly there is a very, very, large womb holding you. This is the transition, dear brothers and sisters, that you are now going through; you are about to be birthed into a new dimensional space.

How can you understand this state when you are a baby inside the womb, curled up inside your mother? This transition is so phenomenal and you have done it before and you are doing it again now. All of the things you are experiencing now, the literal breakdown of your three-dimensional world, of the systems and structures, the literal breakdown, let us say, of the transparency of what you call structure itself. So look now at your lives with this expanded view. Use peripheral vision always, do not focus directly in front of you, and always keep your vision expanded, even physically with your eyes. Look now at your lives and look now at what you are creating. Look now at what you want, what you desire. What is it that you believe is your full potential, what is it that you believe is your right in life, what would you like to do above and beyond everything else? If it is for your highest good, if it is what you truly want, then it will be for the highest good of all beings. Everything is God and God is everything. Illness is God, death is God, and the teachings are God. It is again the distinctions that you make, that this is good, that this is bad, that this is love and this is not, that I am unhappy, that I am happy – all of the distinctions that you make create again a fragmented universe. How committed can you be to the fact that everything is God and God is everything? For when you are fully committed to this, when you understand this, there are of course no fears, no dilemmas and you can simply be without any worldly life or worldly goods, you can be in this God state. Let all of these three-dimensional things – money, job, prosperity – lose their power over you. It does not mean that they cease to exist. It does not mean that you can or cannot pay your bills. What we are talking about is the energetic power of these three-dimensional things.

Dear loved ones, dear children of light, you are birthing into a new dimension which has no relationship to the powers of this three-dimensional state, where you are, let us say, materialistically confined. In the expanded dimensional state, there is no such thing as illness, or mortgage, or starvation or death. So would you like to pop from this state of being very comfortable in this three-dimensional zone and be expanded beyond the world of matter into a new higher state? Would you like it to be subtle and gently introduced to you? It is not about a belief in God, a belief in Oneness, a belief in some universal great denominator – it is about the knowing! It is about the knowing deeply, very deeply within you, the divine self, the self that radiates with love and gratitude. This self is divine, this self is the most powerful light in the universe and this divine self is all that is. We keep coming back again and again and again to the simplicity. The divine. There are no teachings, there are no instructions, there is no hierarchy, and there is simply the universal infinite divine self, the Absolute. Allow yourselves to expand and feel like you are melting into the space around you. All sounds blend from one into the other and everything moves with grace.

It is simply how you see it and everything can be seen through divine eyes.

So let us break down the tragedy and the drama and see everything without judgment and rise above this emotional, three-dimensional state into this divine vision, this divine perception. Things will always be happening inside you and around you in your world and your reactions to these things, your responses to these tragedies and dramas can become that of the spiritual master. This is the state of acceptance and of non-judgment and this does not mean that you are cold or that you are indifferent. It means that you are not energetically adding to the drama with your emotionally overloaded responses. You take it in, you understand it, you do not react, you do not enter into the drama and as a divine being you send compassion, you send love, and you send gratitude. The more people choose to behave in this way, less energy will be generated towards drama and tragedy. Please do not misunderstand us; this is not a state of non-emotion.

The highest state of involvement, the highest state of reaction, the highest state of response, is that of unconditional love.

It is so simple is it not? It is simple to be the divine light. To respond, to react, to be love, to be grateful, all this you have read from the great masters. This mode of living, let us say, like Yeshua (Jesus), is totally within you. The problem of so many of the old religions is that they don’t allow you to be like the great masters, but you too are these great masters; every single piece fits into you, for you are all interconnected, you are all One. This perhaps is one of the greatest teachings that you can share in your communities, with your friends and families; it is really this connection that you are all completely connected. It is proven biologically, it is proven now through quantum physics, it is scientifically proven, it is religiously proven and it is so easy. What we see as the hardest thing for you to do is to step into this place of non-emotional reaction and this all still stems from judgment. Yes, this is a polarized planet and yes, it is the natural way of the earth to have negative and positive, north and south, but who are you divine beings of light to be caught up in any magnetic pole?

This is the experience, let us say, to defy gravity, to know that beyond this rudimentary pull and push reaction, is the energy itself.

This is where we are now focusing on the actual energy itself, not on its manifestation of push and pull. It is about going deeper to the source and this is what you are doing now. This is the lifetime as we have said over and over again; this is the culmination lifetime; this is when you are experiencing and understanding source.

2012

Each one of you knows that the process of giving birth alters the woman as well as alters the child.  Same is the case with this birthing process of Mother Earth. Gaia is altering, as is the complete human race, which now moves to this next dimensional state.  Many have asked us about this next state, 2012. Oh, earthquake, end of the world, the Mayan calendar, death and destruction. No, none of this. There is always movement of the earth, there are always changes in humanity and within and on the earth herself. What is happening now is more of the shift through into your divine being. Recently our channel was at a dinner party and a woman she had worked with was explaining how she had some strange visions. She described seeing meteor showers with her eyes wide open inside of the room she was sitting in. She explained that these meteors were being shown to her and she had an incredible, overwhelming feeling of gratitude, spontaneous gratitude and began to cry, not of sadness not of happiness but burst into tears and cried and cried. She described feeling at oneness. She was concerned and asked the channel, “Am I going mad? What is this?” This is how many people will experience these next few months, these next few years, for this is what you may experience in the changes, in the earth changes. You will begin to see and feel and hear things that are so-called miraculous or out of this world, strange, or unusual. As the dimensional shifts happen, these worlds begin to overlap. They do not collide and break down or smash up, they overlap, and with your openness, with your complete understanding and knowing that God is everything and everything is God, you will experience this with love, joy, gratitude, and peace and you will be open to expansion. When dear friends, brothers and sisters, you hear people speaking of this coming 2012 please explain to them, as we have explained to you, that this is simply a dimensional shift and that you are becoming more and more of your divine self. Any of the difficulties that you are going through now, any difficulties whether it be the grief of losing a loved one, the fear of losing your home, the fear of having no money, or fear of that mysterious illness, and these are all strong and powerful, but with every single one of these difficulties, approach with this knowledge: everything is God and God is everything. Whatever is your passion, whatever is your knowing, this is what you must do, but do it without the attachment. Do it with expansion. Allow yourself to be ever changing and allow yourself to be committed to your passion because your passion is God. Persist and persevere for if it is your desire and your desire is God, it has happened already.

Everything we have said you know, you know all so well. It is simply repetition, a “remembering.” Allow yourself to simply be divine again.

By Suzy MeszolyHome » MasterTeachers: Birthing Into a New Dimension

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Relating in Present times

Dear Diary Jan 24,2012

This morning I started my day by thanking God I got up and saw the “Light’. I took my morning walk listening to Patohouli ‘the light behind you’ I had just purchases this new tape Jan 22,2012 at an art festival in Boca Raton F.L. visit Bruce & Julie ‘s web page www.patchouli.net. I was drawn to Julies angel voice and the lyrics that reflected me as the butterfly I am .It makes me smile to think I can communicate with nature and the wild winds of time. The truth is my imagination brings youth to my soul and reflects on my energy I carry for the day.

I meet strangers and pass on information to give the  answers they have been looking for.  I receive  my answers in a strangers story.

One story I was told by a man name Cliff age 47 . I met at Blue Martini and gave him a present of my occasional card that said the exact words he spoke to me about –Being a child that is not perfect and needing to be nurtured with love to bloom as a flower.

He told me of his Grand Mother’s passing at her last words she said to him as she gave a piece of fruit she was eating and then passed away in his arms. She said I give you my fruit as your blessing always be hungry for knowledge to grow with . Cliff viewed my art work of fruit that was my  first oil panting and cried. He could not believe he meet a grandmother that reminded him  of what he was like at the age of 9 .

I am going out to Dinner with Cliff to night to help him get back on the tract he was meant to be with the gifts he has from his Grand Mother to guide for the rest of his life her on earth.

Grandma Michele interviews Energy Healer

Dear Diary Jan 22,2012 When ever I go out I meet strangers that are in the need of my help. I give them my bussiness card to connect to someone that can help them heal their pain. At Blue Martini I meet many that can use my services .

View this video and learn something about my gift God has given to me to help strangers .

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Grandma Michele at Art Festival Del Ray Beach F.L Jan 21,2012

Grandma Michele at Art Festival Del Ray Beach F.L Jan 21,2012 giving away free smiles to every one that looked her way. It was her way of healing with laughter as a walking piece of art.

 

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Clock Forward‏

I think this is one of the neatest things T have ever read. To

the women I’m sending this to:

Thank you for being you…

THE CLOCK

God doesn’t give you the people you want; He gives you the

people you NEED… to help you, to hurt you to leave you, to

love you and to make you into the person you were meant to

be.

I LOVE YOU!!!!!

NOW, YOU’RE ON THE CLOCK!!!

IN 9 MINUTES SOMETHING WILL MAKE YOU HAPPY,

BUT YOU HAVE TO TELL 9 SISTERS YOU LOVE

THEM INCLUDING ME….if I count… GO!!!!

ONE FLAW IN WOMEN

Women have strengths that amaze men…

They bear hardships and they carry burdens,

but they hold happiness, love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.

They sing when they want to cry.

They cry when they are happy

and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for when they believe in…

They stand up to injustice.

They don’t take “no” for an answer

when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel

and cheer when their friends get awards.

They are happy when they hear about

a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.

They grieve at the loss of a family member,

yet they are strong when they

think no strength is left.

They know that a hug and a kiss

can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.

They’ll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you

to show how much they care about you.

The heart of a women is what

makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love.

They have a compassion and ideas.

They give moral support to their

family and friends.

Women have vital things to say

and everything to give..

HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN,

IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTHY.

Please pass this along to all your women friends and relatives to

remind them just how amazing they are…

“Fishing for story’s as Entertainment”

Dear Diary Jan,20 2012

I go fishing for story’s as my entertainment every time I go to a Blue Martini. The best story’s come from the baggage men or women carry with them when they go out to find their love. They  can’t get off the treadmill from their past failures  because of their poor choices.

There are new be’s that come on the tread mill to be a track star. Some stay on for a short time and get off knowing the players in the game are not healthy for their well being . The same story’s are told over and over as a broken record. It gets boring after a while and I leave the track myself.

The music is great and the dancing is fun as long as their is still respect for a good grandmother. I leave by midnight when the young come in  with illusions of taking home someone to make love too if their not too drunk.

There were a few men and women that asked me would they find their love there.  I said no because all they did was drink to much to dull their pain.  That led to their  loss  tongs that became inappropriate for meeting someone of substance.   There is no woman or man that will tolerate  disrespect from the opposite sex for a meaning full relationship. A one or two night stand is all that the sex will turn into before it becomes old and both need to move on if there is no friendship first.

I personal meet many interesting men and I would like to enjoy as a friend and share interests that make me happy. It is easy to be myself and honest because all my secrets are on the blog story “Michele the Story teller” I stopped telling my story to strangers I meet because it is a waste of my energy. I give them my business card and tell them if they want to know anything about me Read my blog and become my friend on face book Michele Schuchman. My energy is for the present and those that enjoy dancing with me .

I do get asked about the professional work I do as an intuitive life coach and an energy healer. When I tell them there is a fee for my time most of the  older strangers get upset.  It is the way I make my living so I can continue to do all the charity work I do. There always is a client for me ever where I go.

Dear Diary Jan 17,2012 I am in Star Bucks– Glades Rd Boca Raton F.L. with Melissa Hevenor view her site www.melissa hevenor.com   She can give you the answers you have been searching for. The answers are in Random Places and I get to help strangers in random places. View the following 3 videos for Jan,17 2012 my video diary ———————-