Dear Souls Nov,28,2013
The grand prize winner is all those celebrating the gift of being alive .
Dear Souls Nov,28,2013
The grand prize winner is all those celebrating the gift of being alive .
Yesterday I e-mailed my x husband Barry a thank you message for getting my long term heath care insurance from Pen Treaty . I used it when I was married and had a fracture on my foot . I am using it now with the health care being provided for the fracture on my wrist by Kosher Caregivers Boca Raton ,F.L. Lisa, Michelle and my brother have been sincerely concerned with my temporary limited health condition. The support of their genuine loving helping hands was necessary for me to heal quickly so I could continue my service of helping those in need of my service to heal many others.
My ESP reminded me of the following blog I wrote about “Why my “
My comfortable up scale life with Barry took an unexpected downward spiral to the bottom of the Ocean. He was heading to a world under the sea that was not believable to his reality so he had to save his way of life the best way he could.
Once he bailed my ship stopped sinking. As time went by new strangers came aboard to help me sale my ship AS A NEW DREAM TEAM.
Everyone has a degree of Extra Sensory Perception. It runs the spectrum of color that is in our D.N.A. The problem is that in our D.N.A. we also come with a conflict of cultural fears that keeps our E.S.P. locked up inside our closed minds.
We have been absorbing too much information in our brains and it does become confusing how to solve a problem .
I have been doing a lot of reading from the Seth books by Jane Roberts. What I absorbed from all the information is that we believe what we think is real . Truth is a perception we use to move energy around and have a flow of consciousness. That flow becomes our reality.
Looking back at my life from birth until today is just a movie I am able to rewind and watch as many times as I need to learn “Why Me ?”
“Why Me “is because I choice it to be this way for me to learn what every I could be influenced with .
Being present in the now, is a gift for me from me to receive and enjoy.
I thought a new personality entered my body at age 60 and I had a transformation that caused my husband Barry to divorce me after 30 years of a loving marriage.
Not exactly did it happen that way. It was a process of changing that acquired many values that shifted what would work for or against my health. My inner and outer self was consistently transforming into a new personality awareness. It was exactly like the metaphorically river. This is my theory that became a visual truth to me. New insight with the passing of time changed me to be both week and strong so I would still survive as a woman .
Watch the next vide of the fire kite lanterns. Rest to clear your mind of Chaos AND YOU WILL HAVE YOUR OWN METAMOPHYS AND BE THE BUTTERFLY LIKE ME .FREE TO FLY AWAY FROM FEAR AND INTO THE WORLD OF ILLUION THAT IS JUST A REFLECTION OF PERCEPTION .
Experiences of unexplained incidents that happen to all of us for reason’s that can be justified by our minds for growth or destruction of our wellbeing.
Here are some unexplained incidents :
One week ago . I went to my computer to connect to the internet so I could look up two men I met 3 weeks ago on Face Book and create a personal folder with their names. My computer was not connecting to the internet after three try’s of restarting. When this happens to me , I am aware that I am feeling frustrated and blocking the connection with my own energy of frustration .My solution for any disturbances in connections is to do an energy clearing with myself first and then the physical or non physical entity’s that is not performing for my highest good.
All computers are as alive as you and I and they are as stubborn as all of us. Our computers can help us or frustrate us like children wanting to be in control and getting attention from us. My computer took control by creating 2 folders with the names of both men and added them to my personal files. Not aware of the existing new folders created with their exact names ,I typed their name in and my computer responded to me saying these exact names do exist in folders . My immediate response “holy Shit!” My computer is alive and needs to communicate with me just to observe for now .
Take a deep breath and let out the toxic energy that attached it self to your spirit. There are answers to help you find a solution that does work for both parties in conflict. You have to first have a clear mind and look at your opponents perspective. Wear his or her shoes for the moment the battle occurred, then realize there are at least 3 perspectives of what actually happened to cause the anger and war .Usually it is a combination of unsolved issues that led to the blow out. Walk away form the center of the arena and go back to your corner and Breath out the toxic energy, releasing all the drama . Now think how you can solve the issue and still be the best kind person you are by fulfilling your obligations .
It can be done and all parties concern will be happy it is a draw .There are many times in your life you will be happier when you recognize you do not have to win and be in control. You have more power being aware that both teams have opposite belief systems they are in control of and will do anything to keep their belief alive. Co exist by being responsible and sharing knowledge.
There is little room left for me to sleep and dream in my comfortable bed because my stuff angel toys are taking up most of the room. It is okay because they protect me at night from any evil spirit or ghost that wants to scare me . I am safe with my pales . They are magical and come from my planet Zatar ,the creation of my imagination to be happy in this upside down world we all live in .
A friend shared that he sleeps with a blow up doll that keeps him happy and safe from disease. I laughed knowing he loves to joke with me ,his good friend .
Dear Souls Nov 16,2013
Please excuse the awkwardness Of my new handy cape from my accident Nov.7, 2013
My ethics when writing any of my blogs lets me know when I can use the correct name of someone I am telling a story to the world or a fictitious name as in this case the fictitious name is ” The running angel”.
Recalling the night before:
Wed. Nov 6,2013 was a night filled with romance for me, siting at NY Prime’s bar enjoying a great dinner, wine while being entertained by the floor show of all those that were there for me to observe. My happy face as you can see from this photo had no clue the next day ,
Thurs. Nov 7,2013 my right wrist would be fractured and put into a temporary cast. under the supervision of the Emergency doctor in charge Dr Vidal Ramon at West Boca Medical Center Boca Raton FL.
Monday Nov 11,2013
After the x rays of my right wrist and fore arm were looked at by Marc D. Golden,D.O. Golden Orthopedic Knee and Sports Med CTR Boca Raton F.L. ,The hot pink hard cast was put on my right arm with care not to inflict to much more pain going on with my right wrist and fore arm.
Sabrina was the sales girl that gave me great service when I purchased my roller skates a month ago . She was very kind to consider my Mom’s need to be seated comfortable by my side . My Mother is a few months away from her 90th birthday.
I had come back to the store to fulfill my obligation of a survey for her benefit . I was unable to do the survey on line at home by myself so I took this opportunity to do it at the store with Sabrina’s help.
Owning many businesses in my life time from the age of 19 ,I am aware more people for some reason find it necessary to report the bad service than the excellent service received so they can help someone else get ahead .When I owned my restaurant ,sauce co & 4 hair salons in NYC .,this is what occurred in all of my business that were very successful with the best teams I had at that time.
It still is my little piece of paradise! here in Boca Raton FL even though I can not drive a car or do what I could for caring for myself and others the way I was able before this accident happened to me .When you lose the abilities took for granted ,you learn not to become depressed by your attitude and use your ability to be creative with your imagination .
The accident was a miracle in my perspective because when my 4 wheel roller skates hit a cliff in the pavement both of my feet went up in the air and I felt myself falling backwards . For a split second I asked God to spare my head and back and he did. It was a miracle to me that I found myself on my right side
While lying there in pain ,A running angel ran to me. It was” The Running Angel.” He told me as he was helping me that he had prayed a week ago to Jesus for help in the same spot my accident occurred. I was helping him with his pain as he was lying down beside me while I was helping myself control my pain before I was able to get up with his help to take me home .
God or the Universal energy ,what ever your belief is , brought us together to help or hurt each other. Not everything is what we expect it to be.
I have become more cautious what someone says by checking it out the best way I can.
I met 2 of The running angel’s children a few blocks from my home . He gave me a gift he had created by his imagination . It was a glass jar filled with tiny clean pieces of sea shells including coral. A hand tied card tittle My Piece of Paradise! He is selling these jars to get money to get a camera to start a new career.
I Lent The Running Angel my bible “The four agreements” for him to read and absorb.I was tired and still in pain form my wrist fracture and still I was giving all my energy to him and his children .The pain in my wrist was now throbbing and I had to rest .
Not sure The running Angel was truthful to me because he had not answered my phone calls, asking for the book I lent him to be returned to me. I explained the four agreements was my bible I live by daily. I will buy a new bible and let that one go for my new lesson I have learned from my friend I call Iron John. Iron John sent me an e-mail message after reading some of the anger and frustration I was given out by venting on my blogs. He wrote ” The one that gives anger benefits from anger with negative energy, release it to the universe” A lesson I use when I was at my own retreat with my clients . I would have them scream as loud and long as they can to release the toxic negative energy that was blocking them from their highest good. Iron John spent Labor day week end at my retreat as a dance partner and then our dance was over and we both went on to dance with the Universe flow of energy to enlighten many others in our path.
Lesson Learned . Watch for toxic energy attaching to me .Release toxic energy By clearing with “Loving thoughts of caring for self first then everything that matters to me. Be careful with the power of energy that flows through me and what it attracts to me might not be for my highest good.
“In Due Time ” was a message left for me a week ago on my face book page from someone that I invited to share the magical experience of a walk with me on my property. I asked her to write a testimonial of the magic I saw happen when we got up from lying on my magical rock at the foot of my large pond. I was giving her a free intuitive coaching session because she just became a new friend for me to enjoy. She looked down at 2 shinning pennies that appeared out of know where that were sparkling in the sun light . I picked them up in amazement and read the dates, 2012 & 2013. I turned and asked this woman ,”what should we do”? She said “we each should make a wish and through one into the water. I gave her the 2013 and I kept 2012 to toss into the pond . I asked her “Are you a believer in my magical powers and the magic of this property I own”? She did not answer . The only thing I did ask her to do was to please write what she felt the session did for her and the 2 cent story for my postings.
I still like her even though she never wrote her words . I did learn for myself “In Due Time “means ” Not to expect anything in return when I choice to give away a service for free that I usually charge for .Just because I was kind does not guarantee a kindness back from any person . Everyone has their agendas, priority’s to themselves first . A great lesson learned for me .Even if it never comes I did enjoy the magic of the 2 scents under the sun at my retreat.
This pass weekend I paid it forward entertaining the sick Children , Joe De Maggio Children’s Hospital , Ronald McDonald House of Fort Lauderdale F.L Here I am with a pink rescue dog that is given me back energy because I had just come from serving free lunch to the Homeless at a park in Ft Lauderdale by the beach prepared food provided by www.lovethyneighbor.org Arnold Abbott founder and President .When ever I can, I just show up and help . It is paying it forward for me because I am grateful for the life I live daily. Tuesday before Halloween I went to a Steve Fox Social at Blue Martini in Boca Raton —-In Due time my frog will turn into my Prince Charming. Most of the men I meet and date are like the wind . They are like a wind storm Hot and heavy thinking I am a buyer of a security. Security can only be bought with the investment of your valuable time for an honest relationship.
All Relationship’s are just, good and bad business ventures. They are contacts to be made or broken by either party for their wellbeing.
Grandma Michele with the red hat and candy cane to dance with at Boca Blue Martini after leaving NY Prime last Wed night . . Too many dead frogs in my path . Not one turned into the prince I expected all week.
Grandma Michele’s puppets. Lamb Chop,Kermit the frog, and her energy balls are dreaming about the new life their friend, inside the egg will have when it hatches and comes alive.
Grandma Michele roller skating says “In Due Time what ever I need to happen has already happened in a parallel dimension that does exist now for me when I dream of my of loving happy thoughts . My parallel dimensions are perpetual flowing creative energy.
The following is a testimonial sent to me by man age 24 named Michael I had invited to say at my retreat because I knew that he would benefit from the energy that that flows through me and on my property .
From Michael: to Grandma Michele
It’s rare in life to meet someone who cares, or has the time to give one, most are busy running here and there meeting deadlines, fulfilling goals, grandma Michele is one of those rare people who will just listen and be with you where you are at. It is not so much the words she says or even anything specific that I can put my finger on, but when you are around grandma Michele if you are open and sincere then everything comes together, and one finds themselves filled with a unique, gentle and wonderful sense of peace. Now to the time I spent at Grandma Michele’s place, I had heard her speak of making her home into a retreat center a place where people could come and she could share her light and love with them in order to bring them healing, transformation and renewal. I am a very simple man and to me light is hidden always in the oddest of circumstances, it is in those instances when we least expect, those times when are seemingly unawares that flashes of love and our true greatness shine forth in our hearts and astound us. So, when we set up a day for me to come and visit and experience grandma Michele’s place I was all for it. It was a Sunday night, I stayed the night and socialized with a friend and spiritual teacher, then in the morning grandma Michele was there and we went for a walk, this being the first I was on the property I was not sure what to expect, and thus had no expectations or desires really. As we began to walk the property Grandma Michele spoke to me of her plans for the property of the center, her ideas and hopes for healing and helping, then she took me to a spot in a seeming alcove in the woods, where the trees had been cleared out. We came upon a puddle of water which we had to cross and upon coming near this puddle, Grandma told me to stop and raise my hands. We were right in front of an energy vortex that exists on her property, I had heard mention from her of this vortex and thought simply, oh that is nice. However, when I put my hands up as instructed I immediately felt it’s pull and my mind went into that blissful silence and peace that I am familiar with from meditation. Only, with this energy there was no effort or struggle, there was no waiting period of trying to allow the mind and body to settle, there was only this peace that surrounds ones heart like a blanket and allows one spirit to assuage in the knowing that everything is ok. And so with this feeling we walked through the vortex, we did not stop and linger for long, though Grandma did show me some simple exercises to help enhance and recreate the feeling the whenever I want, need, or so choose. The peace and love that I experienced in that vortex is a familiar feeling, and it is this comfort and tranquility I am able to carry with me in my day to day life as I continue down my path, or writing my story, as Grandma loves to call it. To be sure, there was many other wonderful insights, and experiences I had during my time spent with Grandma Michele on her property but this was by far my favorite, and rather than drag this out I thought it best to share this simple experience with you, in the hopes that you connect and perhaps experience some love yourself. Grandma Michele and her property are both unique and wonderful in their vibrational and loving quality, there is healing and hope one must just simply let go and be a part of it. Light and Love to all. Michael.
Michael’s above testimonial comes as a blessing for me . I must tell you my readers that I learned from Michael and many others that I take on that walk through my property because I just listen and understand that the gift of life needs to be nourished with “love “for humans to thrive.