You have READ ALL THE STORIES I POSTED HERE ABOUT MY RIDE .That ride is almost over because of the poison that has invaded my son’s physical and mental being . I ask the Universe and my source to do what is necessary to get ride of the poison that is consuming my son. I ask all of my followers to say prayer’s for my son Bobby so the poison will leave him and in time he will be strong enough to help others not to go down the road of poisoning your own self.
Bless you and thank you
please pray thank you Grandma Michele
Knowing to speak or to listen .Knowing how to Lie or how to tell the truth . Knowing ones own truth . All the statements I can write about Knowing is equal to all the statements I write about Not knowing so then my Knowing is cancelled out and I just don’t know.
To admit that I just don’t know is big . I just gave my ego a blow and told my ego to take the back seat . My higher self just got into the drivers seat of the body I am now .
It is easier to create as a spirit living in my body than letting my ego run wild. I am just the instrument. My spirit is my guide. It is a process to learn how-to thrive with the DNA that gives me form. My spirit thrives on “Love” not sex or any immediate gratification. “Love “is earned and shared with others as energy to bring forth Light for all that has taken some kind of form in this dimension.
Our personal dramas we play roles with are given as gifts from the source that created us.
I had to many personal dramas that started to cloud my clear thought process and almost fell off the train track I was driving my train on today.
Lucky for me my faith in God was very powerful and I got back in the driver’s seat of the engine that runs my train with out hurting myself and causing myself any pain . As long as I keep on helping myself, not venting anger, then anger does not destroy me by infecting me with a dieses or dysfunction .
As long as I love myself ,I take good care of myself. I am living a life of love that shines my bright “Light” on those still living in darkness
Dear Souls Sept 13,2014
Did you ever watch the cartoon “Thomas the train ” ? I watched it while working out at an exclusive club I belong to in PA. Great messages for mentoring all of us. The message was you still can have fun as long as you are aware of what you committed to with being responsible for all your actions.
Recently I have met a
lot of men named Thomas and I have known many Thomas’s from my past . All of them including me are “Thomas the train” and we are in charge of getting to a destination in the time we accepted written in our contract.
The contract is our contract with our higher self or with our source . It depends on our beliefs. The finale destination is back to our source to refuel and take on new contracts with which we agree is for the highest good of all.
You can say to yourself that you have seen many dysfunctional human beings causing chaos. Yes they cause chaos because it is their contract that they signed up for. You can ask the question — can they change in midstream ? The answer is yes . They can stop being dysfunctional and become a productive human being adding to lift the human spirit to untold levels of enjoyment here on Earth in this dimension.
It is actually happening at an unbelievable speed . The world is spinning and vibrating for the benefit of all humanity.
I have to laugh at my own personal story and the stories of my immediate family and those that I connected dis connected and connected again on a higher level than I ever expected.
You can ask me the question Why ?
I was open . I peeled away all the layers of beliefs that did not suit me, I got sick enough to TRY TO END MY LIFE BUT STILL I WAS ALIVE TO LEARN WHAT THRIVING FELT LIKE. A LIFE OF ABUNDANCE LOVE SECRITY FRIENDSHIPS STUFF.
MY BODY RECEIVED ENERGY THAT MADE ME FEEL 18 –FREE TO DANCE AND BE ME NOT CARE WHAT ANYONE THOUGT OF ME .
LAST NIGHT I WALKED ALONE AND WAS RECOGNIZED BY FANS . 2 COUPLES AROUND 32 YEARS OLD .ONE SAID TO ME “YOUR THAT DANCER WE SEE EVERY WHERE “.HE SAID TO HIS FRIENDS “SHE IS A FAMOUS CELEBRATY . I THANKED HIM AND GAVE HIM MY BUSSINESS CARD SO HE COULD SEE THE WORK I DO DAILY . I FELT GREAT. MY EGO WAS FLYING HIGH.
I WENT TO A CLUB ON THE BEACH JUST TO DANCE AND HAVE A PHOTO TAKEN OF ME . I ASKED A MAN , MY AGE TO TAKE MY PHOTO. HE SAID HE DID NOT KNOW HOW TO PUSH THE
BOTTON ON MY I PHONE AND THAT HE WAS THE MONEY MAN OF THE PLACE I WAS IN .HE WAS BOTHERED BY ME SO I LEFT HIM ALL ALONE EATING AT THE BAR AND ASKED A 32 YEAR OLD MAN TO TAKE THE PHOTO OF ME . THAT MAN WAS KIND AND TOOK MY PHOTO SO I COULD JUST POST IT ON FB for fun. The 32 year old man was some famous actor that I did not know. I met his agent that was next to him and gave my business card to him after telling the story. He was going to go over to the money man to smooth the situation . I said do not bother with him. Someone like that, I have no need to know. As far as the money “I too can open my check book ,credit cards .vault and let all the gold and diamonds out. I choice not to and just be me with what ever I have on me now. He laughed and I was happy to just move on down the road to my paradise.
Waiting at the Auto train Station to board Amtrak’s auto train to FL. Strangers passing by my eyes as they go to and from check in and then to site somewhere and wait. Everyone including me carries baggage’s of issues unsolved with in the body all of us are now encased in. There is a multitude of color when gazing on all the wrappers covering all of our skins. All the Facial features looking like masks made to suit each of our personality’s. The stories we came with from our birth and before we existed is our energy that keeps all of us alive.
Each of us is effected with our own source of energy that is effecting everything to vibrate at different frequency’s. Only if the individual is turned on to a frequency can it be assess for the individuals needs. We desirer an abundance in our life time and will get it by continuing to connect to other beings having the same wattage as ourselves.
Energetically speaking ,if you are currently running on a 110 wattage and need the abundance of 220 wattage to complete your task, you have to do the energetic training to build all the cells in your body by training up to 220 wattage before you will attract a 220 watt being to work with achieving all your abundance dreams.
There are over a thousand energetic ways of teaching you how to do this work on yourself. Before you invest your money, investigate the credibility of the life coach or energy healer. You have the wisdom to choose the best for yourself, Enjoy the ride and if any of my readers are interested in choosing me, visit my web site allaboutmytimenow.com and just absorb all the information by watching my videos. You will know what to do. You have come this far by playing all the games life has offered you.
Oct 4 ,2014
I went today to a Presbyterian Church in Washington DC with my Aunt for Yom Kipper Services and Yizkor Memorial Services for my family,friends and all the souls that are not in a form we call human.
To feel that I am truly grounded by my soul living inside me.I pray for knowledge .
The wisdom comes and answers my need to know which is the most comfortable path for me to take .
The memory’s, flash backs , were just waves that created all the emotions causing effects on my body and mind . My soul knew it was detached from the dramas and rolls my personality needed to play .
My Soul has been the director getting institutions from my creator or source .
The name I give for source is God and that source gave me form and the energy of “Light ” to keep on creating what ever I can imagine .
Feeling like a child ,happy to play ,dance ,sing is learned Wisdom with out any degrees . The degree of trial and error ,happy or sad and not
living up to any expectations but my own desires is ENJOYING LIFE for me.
TRULY A GREAT YOM KIPPUR FOR ME “REST IN PEACE HUMANITY UNTIL AWAKEN BY YOUR SOURCE “
Oct 1,2014 Mother and Father teach me how to be good and kind to those who need love . Love is sweetness . Love is music and dancing . Love is making funny faces so people can laugh . Love is being friends. Love is painting flowers and hearts . Love is spending the day with my cousins because it makes me smile . I am happy and blessed to live with my friends
12:45 pm siting with my Higher Beings that are invisible to all those around me siting and eating at Café Hadar in Brooklyn NY.
All around me is conversation flowing back and forth like waves of the ocean. Sounds from background music filing the air for all ages to listen to . No one listens. No one hears, No one sees the Higher Beings all here to watch and observe all of us. A little girl 13 months next to me sitting in a high chair does see more that her mom and all the others . She is still connected to all the Higher Beings here . I have to leave not able to eat because my Cousin will be here to take me to visit my Aunt lying in a hospital bed Connected to all the Higher Beings waiting for the time to take her back home to God .